my wonderful

Last night I told you
It was all meant to be.
I told you
That everything you said-
All those useless, meaningless, hopeless words-
Had changed me.
And I told you
That I'm sorry I couldn't save you.
I'll always be sorry.
Last night I told you
That I didn't want you to save me,
That I couldn't be what you need.
I told you
That because of you
I'm still crawling on the ground
Picking up the pieces.
Last night I told you
That you were my wonderful.
And that sometimes
Love just isn't enough.